Real.

So, I am gonna start writing in my blog...AGAIN. Not to get followers. Not to show off. Not to have thousands of readers but because I think it will be nice to come back years from now and see what I was thinkin/feeling.

We got a contract on our house on Hilltop View 4ish weeks ago. I have waited and waited for this moment. The house is small (888) sq ft. It has some not so pretty things around it and I want to be closer to the farm. But as the moment gets closer and closer to actually closing on it and moving out, I get really sad. This is where Kyle and I first started our life together as a married couple. This is where we formed some sort of independence. It may be small but it will always be the first little house that we made our own home in. So, as I packed boxes today, I became a lil' melancholy. I think it would be different if we had a new home to jump into and make out own..but we dont. We will be living at the farm in a few short days while we build our new home and we wont have a home of our own. I love being at the farm, thats not it...but it isnt ours. I'm pretty sure that I will cry when its completely empty. I am looking forward to what is on the horizon though.

Kyle has been working so hard to make all of this happen. I love and appreciate him more than I let him know. He has a new job at Hemlock and has been working 6-7 ten hour days. Love that guy. And Im glad he is MINE. :)